*Jade's pnt. of view*
It has been 2 weeks since Dean and I kissed, and ever since he has been a total jerk to me.
Why? that I do not know.
He doesn't speak to me unless it's a rude remark, he hardly looks at me unless it's a disgusted look, he doesn't even pay me attention, but ironically gets mad if someone or one of the male population to be exact speak to me.
For example last Friday...
*Flashback*
I couldn't help but feel sad and disgusted with myself for allowing what happened between Dean and I, and his actions have made it worse, but no matter what, I still try to not let the negativity get to me.
I was walking down the hallway when I was instantly tackled in a hug by Daphne, when she pulled away she said "dang! you're always walking in here looking all sexy. " She wiggled her eyebrows at me. I laughed feeling my face heat up at her comment.
I was actually liking my outfit today, until he spoke up and said "what the hell are you wearing?" the look he gave me made me feel cheap but I was tired of letting his actions affect me, so I replied bitchily "clothes."
"I didn't know slutty outfits were allowed in school." He said, his eyes blazing in anger.
Oh hell no!
"Babe!" Daphne snapped, "what was that for? Her clothes are not slutty. Apologize!"
"Yeah, yeah sorry." He said not meaning it, then he walked away.
I'm not sure what happened, but I dashed out of the school and went to the yard as my tears slipped on my face. I looked down at my outfit but didn't see anything wrong with it, I mean black skinny jeans, burgundy red crop top and a white jean jacket. Okay yeah my belly button is showing, but that's it.
Ugh! Whatever forget the jerk. My mind voiced, but how could I ? How can I forget his handsome face, his perfect body built, and his soft tender lips, dancing with mine.
Woah! I need to stop! I have some serious issues.
The warning bell rang and I headed to my locker, but I wasn't surprised to find Dean and Daphne making out once again on my locker. I mean it has been the same routine for 3 years now.
I didn't even bother saying anything, I just walked away to my first period.
"Hey Jade!" someone yelled my name.
"Hi Jake. " I waved as he walked up to me.
Jake could be considered as Dean's right-hand man, he had the looks, the personality, but most of all, he was way less of a jerk than Dean.
"How you doing? " he said, although he looked slightly nervous.
"I'm alright. " I said with a smile. "Hey let me help you with that." He said offering to take my books.
As soon as I was about to hand them over, glad to take the weight off, Dean called Jake, he smiled at me and said "I'll be right back."
He hurried over to Dean, who seem to whisper something to Jake, and Jake agreed, and he came back to me and said "So would you like to join me for lunch later on today?"
"Now Jake." Dean commanded before I could reply.
"Hold up man." Jake said then turned to me.
"Sure, I would like that." I smiled.
Dean suddenly walked up to us and faced Jake, "can you go already." He said menacingly.
Jake raised his hands in surrender and said "I'm going. I'm going just let me get her number." He said addressing me.
"No." Was Dean's reply.
"Excuse me?" I said shocked.
"You heard me." Dean said now facing me.
I could feel the anger radiating off of him, but then again why is he mad.
"Why are you mad man? I'm not causing no harm, it's not like she in a relationship." Jake said confused, while looking at Dean suspiciously.
"She's not, but she's Daphne's best friend, and I have to watch out for her." Was his reply.
"When was this?" I asked even more confused, but also angry.
I mean, I don't get it how he kisses me, then technically rejects me, just for him to stop me from giving my phone number to someone.
"When I said so." He said to me.
"You know what? Whatever. Jake give me your phone." I said although my eyes were on Dean.
His eyes dared me to continue my act, and you bet I did.
I added and saved my phone number in Jake's phone, then I walked away, leaving them.
I turned the corner, when two arms were suddenly wrapped around my waist, and I was pulled into a firm chest, then someone whispered "Don't make a sound."
He held me until we reached a janitor closet, where Dean closed us in.
His close proximity hit me like a ton of bricks, and my nerves were instantly awake. I couldn't hide the blush that was slowly taking place on my cheeks, and I tried to avert my eyes from his burning gaze, but when he ordered "look at me" I couldn't help the way my eyes were instantly connected to his, and I was caught in a trance.
He palmed my cheek slowly, the he said " I don't like it when you defy me Jade."
"Wh-wha-what are you talking about? " I stuttered out.
"You talking to other guys, I don't like it."
Wait a second? What did he just say?!
That was it, my nerves suddenly merged into anger, and I pushed his hand away from me.
"Excuse me? Last time I checked, you're the one who kissed me, then rejected me after. You're the one who made me feel cheap, and like shit for betraying my best friend, and now you're saying I'm defying you by talking to other guys?! You must have lost your damn min-"
My rambling was cut off, by Dean placing his lips on mine, and capturing my lips in a sensual kiss. I had the urge to kiss him back, but I wouldn't risk it just for him to make me feel like crap again, so instead I pushed him, and without realizing, I slapped him.
He turned his face slowly to look at me, and boy was he mad.
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry." I said all to quick, just for him to kiss me again, and this time, he pinned my hands above my head, and pressed his body close to mine, making me immobile.
I couldn't help but kiss him back, and when he pulled away, the first thing I whispered was "this is so wrong..."
