I Want To Be Selfish.
"You two are together!" A screech woke me up, making me scramble for sanity. I opened my eyes slowly, smiling as I saw Ian's sleeping face.
Then I looked at the source of the voice. Marley stood at the door, grinning like a fucking fool.
"Why the fuck are you here?"
"I came to see you!"
"Get out of my room!" I yelled, pulling the covers further, making sure Ian was well covered.
"But you aren't naked!" Marley looked thoroughly confused as to why I would ask her to leave.
"Where's Parker?"
"Marl! Did she wake up?" Parker came bustling through the open door. "Fucking hell!" He cursed, closing his eyes, and quickly leaving the room.
"What the--" I heard Ian's voice, before he sounded almost scared. "What are you doing here?"
"Good morning!"
I glared at Marley. "If you don't get the fuck out of here, I'm going to tell Parker about your most recent ex."
A frantic look crossed Marley's face, before she glared at me. "Fine. Bitch."
I smiled at her. "I know. Bye."
I was aware of Ian's eyes on me. I looked at him as Marley closed the door, grinning. "Good morning."
"Hello," he whispered, leaning in to kiss my lips. I pulled back, making a face. Ian raised his eyebrows.
"Morning breath," I stifled a giggle.
"I don't care," Ian grumbled, pulling me closer to him. I could feel his hard côck on my bare hips, making me shiver with delight. I looked at him through hooded eyes, and he groaned, his lips swooping down to meet mine.
Instantly, my eyes closed, and I returned his kiss with equal fervour. My hands roamed his toned body, finally tangling themselves in his hair. I pulled on his hair, making him groan.
Coming up for breath, I gasped as he kissed and sucked on my neck. While he was distracted, I moved quickly, so that he was below me.
Ian's eyes burned into mine, as I smirked at him. Rubbing my wet core against his hard cóck, both of us groaned.
"Kitten," he warned, when I didn't do anything.
"I want to have some fun," I said, my voice husky. I couldn't believe I was doing this. I rubbed myself against him, as if giving him a lap dance, torturing both of us.
Ian closed his eyes, groaning. His hands held the sheets tightly, making me smirk at my victory. It was, however, short, as suddenly, his hands lifted my hips and he thrust himself into me in one deep hard thrust.
I moaned, steadying myself, placing my hands on hs chest. Both is us stilled, as I adjusted to him. I started moving, tightening my core around him, knowing just how much he liked it.
Ian groaned, and I started moving faster. My hands reached down, as I rubbed my throbbing clitoris. Ian's eyes darkened at the gesture, his fingers pulling on my nipples.
I screamed his name as I came, hard and fast. Ian followed soon after, spilling himself into me. I feel on his chest, exhausted, smiling as I felt him kiss my hair.
"Khloe! Ian!" Marley's voice came from outside the door. "We're going out! Get your butts out!"
I groaned. "Why does she torture us?"
Ian silently laughed below me. "Because you stopped them from having sex."
"Payback really is a bitch, isn't it?" I grumbled.
Ian lightly smacked my ass. "Get up. I wouldn't put it past her to barge in here again."
"Fine."
"It's just one breakfast, kitten."
"I'll go shower," I smiled at him, lightly pecking his lips.
Showering quickly, I dressed fast, going out. Parker and Marley were watching TV, and I turned it off.
"What is your problem?" I glared at both of them.
Marley rolled her eyes. "Shut up. As if us being here stopped you from having sex. I could hear you scream all the way here."
A dark blush covered my cheeks, and I glared at her, walking into the kitchen, making some coffee for myself. I heard Ian groan and he walked into the kitchen, an embarrassed look on his face too.
"You need new friends," he muttered. "One that doesn't ask me my size, preferably."
I couldn't help the chuckle that left my lips, even when a part of me felt mortified. "She asked you that?"
Ian looked towards the living room with something akin to fear. "She did. Thankfully, Parker shut her up "
"Oh, well. We have to tolerate one whole breakfast with them."
Ian raised his eyebrows. "Did I tell you that I have work?"
I narrowed my eyes, glaring at him. "You are not leaving me alone with them. Or else, you will sleep at Parker's."
"We got together about twelve hours ago! And you're already threatening me."
"Yeah. And we've known each other for forever."
Ian's eyes softened. He smiled at me, taking the coffee from my hand. "You're my forever."
"And you are mine," I whispered, loving the comfort and warmth he gave me.
"Kids!" Marley shouted, making both of us groan.
"Do you think Parker would mind if I locked her here?" Ian muttered, making me laugh. As we walked into the living room, I saw that Parker look completely exasperated.
"Nope. He'll probably buy you a drink out of gratitude."
Parker looked thankful to see us. "Thank god. I don't know how much longer I could stay without killing either myself or her."
"I'm your girlfriend!"
I gave them an amused look. "This should have happened ages ago. When both of you were fucking everyone else."
"Khloe!" Parker glared at me.
I shrugged. "What? It was as if you guys were making up for all those years you lost yesterday."
Ian laughed loudly, and I smirked. It was time to turn the tables.
"And you almost got naked in front of me. If Parker wasn't so possessive, they definitely would have."
"Can we not talk about that?" Parker looked like he was about to cry.
"Okay! I want pancakes for breakfast!"
Parker grinned at me, and I smiled back. I locked up, surprised to see Parker waiting while Ian and Marley were already walking down the stairs.
"What's up?"
"Does he make you happy?" Parker asked as we started to walk down.
I smiled. "He definitely does."
"You never told me about this, about you guys." I heard the slight accusation in Parker's voice.
"I couldn't. I didn't know how to."
Parker stopped walking, turning me around to look at him. "You know that no matter what, I will always take your side, right?"
"Even if I murder someone?" I joked.
"Especially if you murder someone."
I laughed. "Ian gets me, you know? And I was a stupid teenager back then. But I don't regret leaving Ian. We would have probably been married by now if I stayed back."
"And does he know?"
I stilled. "No."
"Khloe," Parker started to say, but I shook my head.
"Don't. I can't tell him, not yet. You know how bad it was."
"It will be worse when you tell him."
I nodded, I knew it would be bad. "I want to be selfish for some time. I know, it's probably wrong, but I want to."
"I think the faster you tell him, it will be better."
"I'll tell him. Soon," I promised just as we heard Marley call out our names. "Let's go before Marl scares Ian away."
Parker laughed, but started walking down nonetheless. Breakfast was actually fun. Well, once Ian stopped looking at Marley like she was going to kill him, and she stopped giving me suggestive looks.
"What do you want to do?" Ian asked. It was just the two of us now. Parker and Marley had gone home to tell their parents the news about them.
I shrugged. "I don't know."
"You want to go out?"
I moved next to him, snuggling into him. "Not really. I just want to be with you."
"My project is done," Ian spoke after some time.
I stilled. "And?"
"They will call me back, assign something else."
"Oh. How long?" My voice was becoming harder to make normal.
"I have no idea, Khlo."
I didn't say anything. This was like payback or something. I suddenly wanted to get out of here. I needed to be alone to process this.
Just as I was getting up, Ian caught my hand. "Khlo."
"I want some air."
"Listen to me," Ian said, and I turned back. His eyes smouldered into mine. "I asked them for a move. Here."
"For how long?" I couldn't help but ask.
"Forever, baby." Ian pulled me onto him. "It told you, you're stuck with me forever."
I pressed my lips to his. "I love you."
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