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My Alpha Mate Wants Me Back - Free To Read

Nzekwue Stephanie

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Jessamine, a wolf-less Omega and maid, decides to take matters into her own hands when the Alpha King whom she has secretly loved since they were children announces a Selection to pick his new Luna. A Selection only Alpha-Females can partake in. Risking her life and a possible banishment from the Sun-fire pack, Jessamine enters the Selection, only to get rejected and scorned for her status. Angry at the Alpha's mockery, Jessamine promises him she'll win both the Selection and his heart. It soon becomes clear to Alpha King Kier that Jessamine is not like any woman he's ever encountered, and when his cruelty pushes her too far, he has to fight to get her back.

109 Chapters

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1. Confess Your Feelings

Jan 23, 2025

There's a selection.

Alpha Kier hasn't found his mate and he has given up on finding her. I thought that meant I had a chance. I thought that meant one day, he'd notice me in my rags, hiding by the corner, watching him as always.

But no. He's having Alpha females over to pick a suitable woman to mate with and make his Luna.

And me? I'm right here, washing the plates the invited maidens will dine with.

Every glass plate clangs loudly as I dump them in the sink, visibly vibrating with indignation. I can't deal. I really can't deal with this. Why can't I be his bride? Because I don't have Alpha blood running through my veins? Because I haven't shifted yet? Because I'm not beautiful enough?

Mother used to say I have the most beautiful eyes; eyes that capture attention and hold it. Eyes that enchant and seduce. She said it could one day be helpful. I don't see how when Alpha Kier won't look at me.

"Do not make me whack you in the head, Jessamine! You break one more plate, you sleep in the stables!" The Chief Cook yells and I flinch at the vicious tone.

Someone laughs not too far from me. Amelie, probably. "Reality finally hit her hard. Maybe she'll stop hovering around the Alpha like a leech now. Stupid."

I bare my teeth at her and the others join in laughing. Everyone knows of my feelings except the actual person I harbor these feelings for. They call me stupid every day. They call me a fool. They call me insane for thinking I'll ever be noticed. There are women who flock around the castle just to get him to look at them. Beautiful women from powerful families and packs. They all want him.

He is the richest, most powerful Alpha in Neredia. It also doesn't help that he has looks that should belong to a god. Looks that would befit only the mate of the Goddess herself. But that is not why I fell in love with him.

"Hurry now! They're arriving!" I hear the Head Maid scream from outside, running in with her skirts raised with her hands. "Out with the dessert! Now! Jessamine, move from there! We need all the hands we can get!"

I wipe a tear from my cheek as I abandon the dirty dishes, leaving my partner, Layana, with it. She gives me the evil eye, muttering something about how I'm a delusional idiot under her breath.

I'm handed two trays and I find myself shoved in the line of maids headed towards the Grand Hall where the most important events are hosted. The air is leaving my lungs and my breaths are harsh and fast. Another tear drops from my eyes and I force my feet to move forward.

I am shoved and pushed around until we reach the hall. It becomes even more difficult to breathe. The women are all so painstakingly beautiful, moving with a grace I would never dream of having. Their voices lilt and they giggle like gargoyles—if gargoyles ever giggle. They exude power, sophistication, and.

I want to stab something.

I can’t have waited twelve years since I met him for the Alpha to notice me, only to have him stolen away from me by one of these vain seductresses.

Alpha Kier is mine. He just doesn’t know it yet. Call me delusional or sick in the head, but being an Omega doesn’t make me weak-minded. I can have dreams and desires. I can fight for what I love. I can be the woman I want to be.

And the woman I want to be is the Alpha’s woman.

My eyes scan the overly crowded hall, taking note of the seating arrangements of all the maidens on display with their full bosoms and waists cinched by corsets. I notice Beta Randale ticking names off the list and monitoring the new arrivals.

I have a plan.

Get used to those. My head is always full of crazy things that always end up putting me in trouble.

My fingers slip on one of the saucers and tea spills on one of the contenders. She’s up on her feet immediately, tossing her fan in my face. It hits me smack in the forehead as she screams, “Stupid, do you have any idea how much the stones on this dress cost?!”

“Sorry, I wasn’t—“

“Randale?” She calls out, bright eyes sizing me up with unhidden disgust. Beta Randale instantly appears by her side. “Do you teach your servants to speak back and insult your guests?”

My brows furrow. “But I didn’t even—“

Beta Randale narrows his eyes at me and I know better than to keep talking. “Apologize to Lady Moira.”

How about I empty the entire teapot on her glossy dark hair instead?

Against my better judgment, and because I need to set my plan into motion before Alpha Kier and his mother arrive, I bow my head low in subservience. “I apologize for my shortcomings, Lady Moira. If there’s anything I can do to—“

The infuriating woman huffs a breath and brushes me aside, walking away from me in the middle of my apology. I raise my head a little and find Beta Randale’s scrutinizing gaze on me. I smile. He doesn’t return my smile. Just gives me a sharp look and says, “Not today, Jessamine. Behave.”

He walks away, but my eyes are on the scroll in his hands. The scroll contains the list of eligible contenders for the position of Luna. I need to get my name on that list.

“Don’t do it, Jess,” I hear Lovette say beside me as we set down the trays onto new tables. Lovette is my only friend in this place, and half the time she’s either chiding me or warning me about my intrusive thoughts.

I blink innocently. “What do you mean?”

Her brown eyes narrow at me and she wipes sweat off her chin. “You’ve got that look in your eyes again.”

I smile sheepishly. “What look?”

“The one that says you’re about to do something insane. I beg you in the name of the Goddess, please, not today,” she says, grabbing my wrist and pulling me out of the hall behind her.

I yank my hand from hers once we’re outside. “I’m not going to do anything.” I pout. “Nothing out of the usual at least.”

She scoffs. “That’s what you said before you sneaked in through the Alpha’s window and got yourself locked in his bathroom. If I hadn’t been cleaning that day, you’d be rotting in the dungeons!”

I slap my hand over her mouth. “What if someone hears you?!” She bites my head and I let go when we start getting funny looks from the maids and sentries passing by.

Gripping her shoulders, I say in a hushed tone, “Just. . cover for me. For five minutes after Alpha Kier arrives.”

“Why?” Her eyes drift to the hall behind me and the preparations going on, as well as the maidens flitting about in voluminous dresses. “Hell no, Jessamine! Have you lost your mind? Do you mean to join the selection? You’re a freakin’ Omega. The first requirement was having Alpha blood!”

I nibble on my lower lip nervously. “This is the best chance I’ll ever have at getting him to notice me and acknowledge me as something. He’ll look at me today, Lovette. He’ll really look at me and see me!”

A small sound escapes Lovette’s lips. “Heavens, she’s finally gone mad.”

I ignore her comment. “I literally have nothing to lose. He’ll either reject me or accept me—“

“Oh, he’s definitely going to reject you. What is wrong with you? This is no joke. If this goes wrong—which it will—you will get thrown out of the pack.”

I hear her, but you can’t advise a woman who’s in love and has her mind made up. “Alpha Kier is worth the risk. Promise me you’ll help me. Please.”

Lovette sighs. “I better not get in trouble for this, Jess.”

******

Stealing the scroll turned out to be rather easy. All I had to do was instigate a fight between another contender and Lovette, and Beta Randale came running, slipping the scroll into the back of his pocket. Grinning like a fool, I took it and squeezed in my name at the bottom corner of the page, right before Alpha Kier’s official stamp.

Then I’d caressed the paper before returning it where I’d found it.

I am lowering another tray of dessert before another male—an Alpha in his mid-thirties who keeps looking at me like I’m his meal—when I feel it. The aura changes in the room. The electricity is cackling in the air. The hair rises on my neck and skin.

I don’t know how, but I always know when Alpha Kier is near. His presence is as fundamental to my being as the air I breathe. I feel it my soul and body, jolts and crippling warmth. My heartbeat speeds up to a point where it stops beating—if you understand what I mean.

There’s his scent too. He smells like snow, musk, and something woody. When he passes by me and I sniff him, my insides melt completely. Thrice, I’ve snuck into the Alpha’s room to steal his clothes. He has too many to notice when one goes missing. Or three. I wrap them around my pillow and fall asleep to his scent in my nose.

I am unapologetically in love with him and I am not ashamed to scream it to the ends of Neradia.

“Move your legs! The Alpha is here! Exit the hall!” Head Maid Leah says, ushering the lot of us out through the back door. Shooting a quick look in Lovette’s direction, I slip behind a pillar, trusting its wide structure to keep me hidden.

I stay perfectly still until the gigantic double doors are shut and the Alpha’s presence is announced.

I peek around the pillar and let out a wistful sigh. Seated on the podium with his head propped on his fist is the love of my life. The only man in my dreams. His flaming red hair tumbles down his shoulders and his luscious lips tilt into a hard smile as his mother whispers something to him. Cunning hazel eyes do a sweep across the room as if searching for something, someone. His beauty is the kind that dumbfounds you. Every curve and structure of his face is crafted to perfection. You look at Alpha Kier and you want. You need. You desire and crave. He takes your breath away and leaves you gasping for air.

Clad in a regal jacket and pants bearing the colors of the pack—black and gold—he looks so good.

Beta Randale climbs the daiz and whispers something into Alpha Kier’s ear that has him nodding curtly.

The Beta turns to the crowd and addresses us. “Welcome. . .”

I don’t hear a single word of his address. I’m too busy staring at the Alpha. As if sensing me, his head turns in my direction and I duck behind the pillar, heart jumping. When I peer out again, it is time for the maidens to introduce themselves formally to him.

My heart skips as one by one, they all head before him and answer the questions asked by the former Luna, his mother.

My feet grow colder by the second, and when Beta Randale pauses, staring at the list with confusion, I know it’s my turn.

“What is it, Beta?” the Alpha’s mother asks.

Beta Randale pauses. “There’s a name. . .There must be a mistake. . .”

Alpha Kier looks bored. “Call it, Randale. Don’t waste my time.”

Beta Randale pauses, then shakes his head with disbelief as he says, “Jessamine Everhart of the Sunfire pack.”

My heart is beating so fast, it feels like it will burst out of my chest. This is it, Jess. Go get your Alpha.

Back straight as ramrod and head held up in the air, I leave my hiding spot, walking through several rows of elegantly dressed women, their clothes a great contrast from my old, torn uniform. I ignore the gasps that fill the air and the common question they’re all asking.

A maid?

I come to a halt in from of the day, keeping my gaze fixed on Alpha Kier.

My knees have gone weak. He’s looking at me. I am the object of his interest and he is staring at me right now. I could die happy like this.

“Surely, this is a joke,” his mother says. She turns to Beta Randale. “You were tasked with crosschecking the names on the list. How did an Omega’s name get there?”

When Beta Randale doesn’t respond, she turns to me, cold green eyes piercing mine. “You must know this is a mistake. You have no place here. A maid and an Omega cannot be considered for the position of Luna.”

I don’t look at her. I keep my eyes fixed on Alpha Kier who’s watching me with feline amusement, and I say the only thing that comes to heart. “It might be a mistake, but my feelings for the Alpha are not. I, Jessamine Everhart, an Omega with nothing to her name seek your hand in marriage, Alpha. I want to be your Luna. I love you.”

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2. Get Rejected

Dec 10, 2024

3

3. Steal Some Clothes For The Ball

Dec 10, 2024

4

4. Steal The Show

Dec 10, 2024

5

5. Dance With His Gamma

Dec 10, 2024

6

6. Leave Him Thinking

Dec 10, 2024

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7. Touch Him Casually

Dec 10, 2024

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8

8. Sneak Into His Room I

Dec 10, 2024

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9

9. Sneak Into His Room II

Dec 10, 2024

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10. Lose Your Clothes

Dec 10, 2024

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11. Be Shameless

Dec 10, 2024

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12

12. Be Absolutely Shameless

Dec 10, 2024

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13

13. Get Whipped I

Dec 10, 2024

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14

14. Get Whipped II

Dec 10, 2024

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15

15. Pique His Curiosity

Dec 10, 2024

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16

16. Kiss Him

Dec 10, 2024

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17

17. Confuse Him

Dec 10, 2024

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18

18. Provoke Him

Dec 10, 2024

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19

19. Taunt Him

Dec 10, 2024

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20. Strike At Breakfast

Dec 10, 2024

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21

21. Be Like Mom

Dec 10, 2024

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22

22. Put Your Life On The Line For Him

Dec 10, 2024

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23. Lloyd's Pov

Jan 28, 2025

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24

24. Need Saving

Dec 10, 2024

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25

25. Bite Him

Dec 10, 2024

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26

26. Nymeria

Dec 10, 2024

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27

27. Reject His Advances

Dec 10, 2024

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28

28. Get Bullied

Dec 10, 2024

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29

29. Steal His Sanity

Dec 10, 2024

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30

30. Ignore Him

Dec 10, 2024

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31

31. Get Drunk

Dec 10, 2024

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32

32. Gamble I

Dec 10, 2024

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33

33. Gamble II

Dec 10, 2024

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34

34. Argue

Dec 10, 2024

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35

35. Don't Say No

Dec 10, 2024

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36

36. Lose Your Cool

Dec 10, 2024

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37

37. Look For Answers

Dec 10, 2024

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38

38. Be The Daughter Of A Supposedly Insane Murderer

Dec 10, 2024

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39

39. Yell

Dec 10, 2024

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40

40. Lloyd's Pov

Dec 10, 2024

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41

41. Flee From The Truth

Dec 10, 2024

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42

42. Punch Him

Dec 10, 2024

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43

43. Stand On Your Decision

Dec 10, 2024

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44

44. Lose The Selection

Dec 10, 2024

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45

45. Get Abducted

Dec 10, 2024

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46

46. Get Abducted, Again

Dec 10, 2024

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47

47. Hold The Pelt

Dec 10, 2024

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48

48. Get To Dawn

Dec 10, 2024

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49

49. Discover Your True Identity

Dec 10, 2024

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50

50. Don't Ask Questions

Dec 10, 2024

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51

51. Experience The Heat

Dec 10, 2024

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52

52. Roar

Dec 10, 2024

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53

53. Kier's Pov

Dec 10, 2024

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54

54. Say Yes

Dec 10, 2024

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55

55. Bond With Father

Dec 10, 2024

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56

56. Puke On Your Throne

Dec 10, 2024

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57

57. A Month Later

Dec 10, 2024

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58

58. KIer's Pov

Dec 10, 2024

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59

59. Smile For Another

Dec 10, 2024

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60

60. Spar With Him

Dec 10, 2024

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61

61. Trample Upon His Feelings

Dec 10, 2024

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62

62. Hide

Dec 10, 2024

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63

63. Hurt Him

Dec 10, 2024

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64

64. Feel Guilty

Dec 10, 2024

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65

65. Darrock's Pov

Dec 10, 2024

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66

66. Meet The Enemy

Dec 10, 2024

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67

67. Reject Him

Dec 10, 2024

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68

68. Deceive Him

Dec 10, 2024

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69

69. Reach Neredia I

Dec 10, 2024

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70

70. Reach Neredia II

Dec 10, 2024

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71

71. Moira's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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72

72. Attend The Ball

Dec 10, 2024

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73

73. Save Him I

Dec 10, 2024

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74. Save Him II

Dec 10, 2024

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75

75. Kier's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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76

76. Confront His Mother

Dec 10, 2024

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77

77. Retailate I

Dec 10, 2024

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78

78. Retailate II

Dec 10, 2024

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79

79. KIer's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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80

80. Refuse Him, Again I

Dec 10, 2024

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81

82. Refuse Him, Again II

Dec 10, 2024

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82

82. Kill I

Dec 10, 2024

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83

83. Kill II

Dec 10, 2024

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84

84. Kill III

Dec 10, 2024

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85

85. Get Tossed In The Dungeons I

Dec 10, 2024

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86

86. Get Tossed In The Dungeons II

Dec 10, 2024

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87

87. Lose Your Mind I

Dec 10, 2024

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88

88. Lose Your Mind II

Dec 10, 2024

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89

89. Lose The Ball

Dec 10, 2024

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90

90. KIer's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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91

91. Get Flustered

Dec 10, 2024

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92

92. Get Ambushed I

Dec 10, 2024

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93

93. Get Ambushed II

Dec 10, 2024

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94

94. Shift I

Dec 10, 2024

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95

95. Shift II

Dec 10, 2024

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96

96. Crash

Dec 10, 2024

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97

97. Az's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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98

98. Win The War

Dec 10, 2024

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99

99. Get Stabbed In The Back I

Dec 10, 2024

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101

100. Get Stabbed In The Back II

Dec 10, 2024

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102

101. Kier's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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103

102. Get Married I

Dec 10, 2024

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104

103. Get Married II

Dec 10, 2024

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105

104. Kier's pov

Dec 10, 2024

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106

105. Begin Plotting

Dec 10, 2024

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107

106. Fight I

Dec 10, 2024

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108

107. Fight II

Dec 10, 2024

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109

108. Win

Feb 8, 2025

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109. Epilogue

Jan 30, 2025

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